I love reading books, especially romantic novel. And after I read one book, I started to dreaming, imagine how if my life would be the same as the character in the book. Find mr.right, got many conflicts and then ended happily ever after. As you know, I’m a great dreamer. I can dreaming about a story that I’ve ever read in my spare time, even when I’m sleep. I’m dreaming when my mr.right come to me, say the word “I love you” and we live happily ever after. But, that’s just a dream. In fact, I’ve never in a relationship before. Either me who not good-looking enough for the men out there, or it’s just me who always thought “I deserve better”. Maybe I’m to strict. I keep thinking that the one who deserve me must be a great-looking man, tall, older than me and kind. And now the question is, who doesn’t want that? Everybody wants that, but the other can accept the fact, that not every man in this world would be handsome, tall and kind. That’s a lot of jerk out there. I always tell myself to change the thought, but it surely hard enough for me.
I always love seeing beautiful pre-wed photos, beautiful wedding documentary, and I wish I can become like that with my future mr.right. I’m jealous with my friend who have a boyfriend or a fiancee, I’m really jealous with that. I want to feel how is it being loved by someone. But I have to believe in myself. I can’t feel like I’m not good enoght to be loved. I deserve to be loved. Everyone deserve to be loved.
Always remember that you can dream on about having mr.right, about marriage, but remember, it’s just a dream. You can make it comes true, if you try to make it come true. Don’t be trapped in your own dream. Don’t be blinded by that epic love story in the novel you read. You have to open your eyes to the world, shows how beautiful you are. And remember, that every man in this world not perfect. You can’t wish to God to give you a perfect man : handsome, kind, tall. What makes the person perfect is love. With love, you surely can feel how perfect you are.
